the new day!

hey hey hey y'all.!

i cut my hair yes i did! i have been wanting to do it for quite sometime now and i have finally gone through with it.
it is really a new look for me and i am not quite used to it yet....but it is wearing on me. i mean i lOVE it i do. it just is still different. i am so glad i did it though. i feel freer...a whole new person!


i have been to all my classes now! let me start with what i have!
m,w,f ::10am-music history, 11-break except fridays i have voice studio, 12-20th century theory, 1-break/voice lesson on wednesdays, 2-choir.
tues/thurs::: 930-living in symbiosis, 11-conducting, 12-break, 1-break, 2-choir,
i do not know what day i have opera scenes.
every morning i gets up and go work out. during my breaks is when i am going to try and practice my music because 4-830pm i am going to be working at the 3 cheeses and a noodle again! i am excited about that i am not going to lie :)

i have 3 roommates: lorenna is from orange county, ca. flavia is from switzerland. augustina is from china. they are nice. i just talked to them today actually haha.
flavia goes back to switzerland in december. she is just an exchange student. pretty cool.

i am excited for a new year! i am trying to get in my system to be a whole new me! not to care what people think because they cannot determine how i react or how to behave. i have come up with a theory. i care TOO DAMN MUCH! i am the one who creates the drama in my own life. if i were to just take life and not freak out, things would fall better into place. i would not be worried about this person or that person and all that jazz. i need to take life day by day. i get myself into my own problems. i am glad i have finally realized this. i am starting to get smart!!!! :)
i now know my problem and i am now going to change! there is nothing wrong with change....change is good and healthy. bring it on. as the sidewalk says........

leaving!

Oh my goodness!!!

I am leaving for Tucson in less than 2 hours!!! I cannot believe it! my summer is pretty much over. School starts on Monday.
I finished working at Harkins on Sunday. It was sad. I really enjoyed my job.
I think more than the job i LOVED the people. my managers were amazing. and they other Team members and Team leaders were really easy to get along with. I am blessed to have had the job.

i am sitting here thinking why i am leaving? i know school is important, but i finally was somewhere where i felt people appreciated me, liked me, accepted me and were my friends. now i am leaving to go back to a place where i have no friends and people hate me. who in their right mind would do that? i have no clue.

but i am not going to let them win. i am going back and i am going to have a hell of a year. i am not going to let some freaky deeky people get all up in my grill. Mhmmm you know that's right. Look out :)

i need to get all my stuff in the car. i am heading out this is going to be quite the adventure! YES!!!

novel 7 and stuff

so wow! i finally finished my 7th novel. i do not think i am going to reach my goal of 10 before school starts. to tell the truth the books that i have been reading are not that interesting and so my attention is starting to be like usual, i hate reading. it is coming back! i cannot find a book that really grabs me like the Help did.

anyways, i did not read the one i thought i was going to, the crimson portrait. i started it, but it was not that attracting so i read What the Dickens instead. it is by the same writer who wrote WIcked. it is a story about the tooth fairy or tooth fairies! haha.
it was an okay book. it had a cute story line. i do not think i will read it again, unless it is to my children when they are about 7 or 8 years old. haha.

i start school soon! school starts on the 21 of August and i am moving back to tucson on the 18. i cannot wait! like always i am getting nervous to go back, but it is going to be great! i cannot wait to get back on my own and be me again. i will have to post more details about it later. what really sucks is i have to stop my job at harkins. that REALLY bites because i love working there. i love the people i work with and the atmosphere. i am going to miss it. i wish i did not have to leave just for that purpose. plus i got free movies and now i have to pay again. darn.

another bummer is i finally went on a date with a certain someone and it was FANTASTIC! i finally meet someone and i have to go back to school! where was this person all summer? what the hay. i love how when things finally pick up you have to abandon them. i really think them and i would have hit it off great. i really want to see them again tonight but they work really early in the morning and so they go to bed really early and i do not see that happening. tears. but i hope that i could sneak over at least and chill for about an hour or so. :) again, i will post more details on that laters!

i am off to go grocery shopping. i am the mother of the house since my parents are in tennessee for my fathers business meeting. i have to clean and do the mommy stuff. not like i do not do that already!! haha. so adios and ciao.