Wednesday, December 22, 2010

ridin high

wow! so can i just say that i have never felt so alive than right now? jeepers. my blood is pumping and my mind actually is just walking. nothing to worry about. nothing! i do not even care anymore! yes. fantastic. splendid. marvelous. incredible!!!! INCREDIBLE this feeling is. i love love love it!

man, this is just amazing! i feel great! i feel alive and free!!!!!!!!!! i feel like i should be running through a field of wheat grass in a summer dress with long flowing hair and flowers falling from the sky!
or perhaps in a dance club, letting my whole entire body just let lose, out of control, in a crowd of complete strangers and we just cannot get enough of each other, sweating and dancing the whole night away until the early morning, expecting the unexpected!! ;) i have so much life and energy in me right now! there is no way i am falling asleep tonight! i do not know where it all came from?!! but wherever it did, i sure do hope that it stays!

i have not felt so good in such a long time! once school got out, man it has been fantastic! i thought coming home would be a disaster! not to mention it has been rather difficult, but i am facing it with an attitude of who cares? seriously, there is too much stress in life to worry about what the booty goes on at home. just smile and be here, but do not be here at the same time. only take in the good of the moment. all the negativity, it can kiss my ass!!! that is for sure. in one ear and out the other thank you.do not dwell on it because that is not that importante in the long run anyways.
besides, how am i ever supposed to enjoy my life and have fun if i am too worried about everybody else and what everyone thinks and the outcome blah blah? it is time to think about moi. this is my life. i need to just live in the moment and take every path or situation with a smile and breathe! if it does not go as planned, tough luck. but that is the fun part. yes it is. i and i alone can make it better. for this is about me. nobody else is living for me. this is my life and i am going to live in the moment!!!

to everyone out there, life is too short to hold on. take a chance and let go! nobody can hold you back but yourself, and your pathetic yet brilliant mind, your best friend and your worst enemy. grrrrrrr. let live and live baby yes.
you and you alone create the path of your life and it can take you anywhere that YOU want to go. it just depends on how far and how long you are willing to travel? but what does it matter? think of it as the funnest thing you can imagine and trek on.

live your life to the fullest!! oh yes.
this is going to be momentous. you might want to strap in and enjoy the ride baby. schweet!

kendi the magnificent states " the end."

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