Wednesday, November 2, 2011

the little things

halloween day:

my mother and both my grandmothers came to tucson to surprise me!! and believe me it was a HUGE surprise! there was nothing else that could have made me so happy...except one thing. my mother bought me white tulips. can you believe it? she does not read my blog!!!! it was an answer to a prayer. she said she woke up that morning and thought i need to go see kendi today. i could not believe it. my mother is so in tune with the spirit. i am so thankful for her. i love her so much. i literally wanted to cry all day after my grandmothers and her left.

i also got to see my sister, brother in law and 3 of my nephews. it was incredible! it really was a great halloween. i could not have asked for anything more spectacular. i got to spend it with my family and that was fantastic. PLUS i got my tulips and i am looking at them right now. they are absolutely B-E-A-utiful. i just LOVE LOVE LOVE tulips. hehehehe.

i worked out tonight and then i took a really hot steaming shower. it was magic. i am telling you it was MAGIC!! my whole body feels so relaxed and flimsy. i know that i am going to sleep fantastic tonight i cannot wait. i have to get up really early because i have a music history listening exam tomorrow and needless to say, i have not studied AT ALL for it. so i am going to do it tomorrow morning. Hooray! does not really matter if i study or not because i never do good on them anyways. and that is the truth ladies and gentlemen. i never get over a 7 on the quizes. Schweet!

i have reunited so to speak with a coworker of mine and i have to admit i am SO thankful that things are cool between us. yesterday she came and gave me a hug, which is rare in the first place, and i just wanted to cry. first my mother came to town with tulips, and then i had my friend be my friend again with a hug. i was so toouched!!! i never meant to hurt her or anything, that was never my intention, but she was hurt and i felt awful. me as a person i like to talk about things and get it off my chest right away, but i could not pull myself to do it. she was so mad at me and i reacted not as i should have. i should have been positive about the whole thing, but then so many other people started creating drama in my life. or i can say i created drama in my life. it was just one big mess, with people being mad at me at school, church, and work.....the one place i have to get away from the hellish life of my brain, my life, school, and people. work sad to say is like my sanctuary and i am so thankful to have a job with people who are just amazing. i love everyone i work with and i have nothing negative to say about any of them...honestly. like people, i get annoyed and sometimes just want to be away for a tiny bit, but i love them all and they are really good people. i am truly blessed and i honestly thank god all the time for putting them into my life. i am just so thankful we are friends again. not to say we ever weren't, things were just not the same. she is a great gal. she has a good heart and is so funny i cannot believe it. not to sound creepish but there are just some people in this world that things just hit off right away. you get along immediately. she was one of those people for me. my other coworkers it took awhile for us to get close, but her and i just hit it off. nice. maybe it is because she likes to make fun of me hahahaha. anyways, good to have work life back on my side again!!!

it has been a good day.

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