Again::

You thought maybe the tides had turned
The feelings that drive you crazy
They swarm my brain with endless friction
The constant cravings to my pathetic addictions
Yet underneath the violet covered sky
And hidden from the eyes of heavens light
I lie face down in my pillows doing my best to hide my cries
From the monsters waiting in the night.
Outside my door they breathe like death
I am not safe
These demons patient to break on in
And let my inner destruction begin.
One by one they filter through the cracks
They break the barcades
One by one they take a bite
And suck out my meaning of life

Trapped in a place where I can't escape
My mind my alpha fear
The practical imagery it sets in line
It will beat me every time.
Who in their right mind would understand
Or take the moment of surprise
To yield their swords and defense
And save a soul lost in her own grievance
Fading slowly but falling faster than before.
So stupid. So useless and insecure
It begins just like it does each round.
MUsic in the background. Darkness in the room.
A dampened heart and an upset mind.
Here it goes one more time.