unlock::

there is a belief that doors are symbols of a spiritual nature.
like walls, they contain secrets, house protection, and whatever is on the other side is a mystery.
but unlike walls, which tend to be broken down to get to the other side, a door has a key.
to enter and leave as you please.
unlike walls, doors are a pathway to the knowing, to the mysterious.
and these keys are the questions.
if doors represent spiritual matter, and the keys are the questions you ask, then how far is it to think we are the spiritual, we hold the answers.
every question we have ever asked, we knew the answer all along.
deep down in our soul, guarded by a door of unknowing, we knew the secret.
we just needed to ask the right question, and at the right time to unlock that lock.
to see inside the room.
to understand the mystery.
knowledge is a gift.
our soul is a treasure.
but our soul is hungry for the knowledge only we can obtain on this earth.
to understand the mysteries of life.
we can do that. we have the capabilities. perhaps not the right timing, but it is a reassurance that no matter the difficulties, no matter the delays or confusion, we have the keys to unlock that door, to retrieve the answer we long for.
there is no telling how, when, where, or why.
but the universe has a funny way of pulling things together.


past post::

change::

The day drags on. People walk past but to my eye, blurry shapes. Their faces dissolve, as if melting from their structure. These unfamiliar surroundings remind me of nothing. But as I try to clear my mind of it all, thoughts pound at my door, bursting through more violent and determined than before. Pain they bring and raging fire. Hate and spit and a strange dose of despair and lost hope..

To bring yourself to the instant conclusion of your purpose is too clear. Things once your strengths are questioned to even exist. That is not who you are anymore. Truth is, the statement or belief, people change. Our physical state remains the same, my overall appearance remains the same, my name, size, horoscope, these all are me. But my spiritual state, intellectual and emotional state changes. For some the change is constant. People are not the same people they were two years ago, two months ago, probably two days ago. Life influences change. And everyone lives life. To learn is to change. The ultimate conclusion that through life you learn and change.

-11/10/13-