to be clear

Do you know how hard it is to type on an ipod during work?! SUPER HARD!
i just read over my post and there are so many mistakes! haha. i think it is really funny though. i love how the spell check just picked random words that it THOUGHT i was typing. what is a "nit"? no clue :)

i just wanted to add on to my last post. i was at work so i had to work so my post was short. i wanted to clarify some things.

FIRST::: i am a totaly flirt and i know that. :) but i do not do that intentionally. it seems i only hear that from women. guys never seem to notice.....?? i am just accepting of everyone and i love everyone. i treat everyone equal. that is just my personality. if that is called "flirting" well then so be it! i embrace it haha.

i have come to the conclusion, i have PROBLEMS! hahaha thank you thank you it is confirmed. Kendi van de graaff is not perfect and i lOVES IT! i think i have figured out why i am so happy this year? i think it has to do with the fact that i have finally accepted who i am. i am not trying to be somebody i am not. i am not hiding anything or being secretive. i am 100% open and blunt about my life and i have come to terms and peace with a lot of my past. i have nothing to be ashamed of and i embrace who i am. i love who i am! it is a breath of fresh air to be...ME! not the person everyone wants me to be...i am who i am! it is not necessarily the ideal person, the person i ever saw myself being, but it is me! I have accepted it. it is a great feeling. if people do not like it, well, that is there problem not mine. i do not need to worry myself with what people think. it is none of my business anyways. haha. right. meow.

Thank you thank you to the wonderful Eminem! i am listening to him right and it always opens my mind when i listen to him. Weird i know, but his music reminds me so much of my brother who passed away. he is the one who introduced me and my family pretty much to Eminem. I have been listening to him since he first came out..i was so little and young. goodness gracious. :) what wonderful things i was exposed to at such a young age haha. so SOOOOO many things it is hard to believe. that could explain so many things of how i am the way i am. hahaha so many things.

anyways, i need to get to bed and wake up early tomorrow morning. i tried doing my homework, but the music library closed at 10 and my computer does not allow the video lecture to play. my computer HATES me. so i need to go to the school early and get it done before 930am. yay for me and my week that has NOT AT ALL been very relaxing. i still have not had any sleep and calmed down and relaxed from my rought last 2 weeks and traveling. my goodness, i need to sleep and recooperate! when shall this happen?!?!?!?! ZZZzzZZzzZZZzzzZzzZzzzzzzzz JUST LOSE IT!